He is my Solution

Screw dat!

2010-01-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

Wow... my birthday is probably the worst day in the history of civilization... it's nut boring....oh well. and going on friday night? wow that wasn't great either maybe next time a different group of 'proper' crazed people. ahh but sat night:P haha thanks John Ger and Yve:D

YEAH!

2009-11-22T00:56:00.004+08:00

OOOH haha badm camp was quite good although i say that not much actually happened la. so tiring man at night didn't sleep at all. played some catching game with the atheletics team:P haha they are fast:P well after that watched movies all night... so tired i slept when i got home:P well church was pretty good:P haha yay!

Deep Thinking

2009-11-18T23:17:00.002+08:00

I wonder why the earth turns round... i also wonder why we end up liking someone and also what exactly is heartbreak... boredom can kill i found that out... but i'm not in heaven yet... haha. oh well this is me being bored to death. tomorrow there's badminton camp so i'll probably blog really late at night:P i wonder how many people see my blog? if you do please tag:D haha then maybe i'll know and i can link you. oh well i'm going to sleep soon. Goodnight Sweetdreams.

HIIIIIII

2009-11-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

LONG TIME NO BLOG! haha okay holidays are here and WTH there's absolutely nothing to do... I'm saddened by that fact... things are pretty okay... i got holiday homework to do... and besides that i've got no idea what i should do... aww man and the HPPS reunion thing is SOOOO fail. i can't believe it man... oh i pray that more people will turn up and it will be damn fun!

Ah shizzz

2009-10-31T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hey hey... this stinks. I'm so bored... and there's like nothing to do. so i'm wondering what there is to do... so bored man... i can't believe it...it's like drowning in boredom haha:P oh well service was good and so was cell but stuffs still going on nothings really moving or happening i want something fun and crazy to happen but it ain't happening... so crappy man. oh well i wonder how many people read my blog... haha i guess like 0:Pteehee

How could you be so heartless?

2009-10-26T01:50:00.001+08:00

This is about me. And I'm writing it from the heart. I've been heartbroken. I don't know what to say, but i thought we were getting there. Some of you may know who I'm talking about and you know I haven't been me for sometime. Everything i do, it's just not me, I wake up and put a poker face, and before i sleep i take it of and cry my heart out, but it's just never enough. It's way to hard to just say in words, even though I'm sitting here typing and crying. Right now it's 1.10 and i can't sleep cause of more than just you. I so empty so forgotten so lost so alone... Thats how i feel. I haven't been reminded by the past I'm not sure how long it feels like to have someone so close, yet it keeps falling away like sand between my fingers, if I've counted correctly it has happened twice already and my heart... it's just not there anymore. especially when i put in so much time and after all that you just threw me aside. You just played me up, you made it feel so good, so happy, so very blind. What you did hurt me deeper than you think it did, and you don't know my past at all. What i would do to have one friend that cared for me just the same with the same loyalty and heart and time as i did for them. But no i haven't had a friend like that... not one. Always so close, yet it just goes downhill. I've had three girlfriends, all of them for about a month and 5 days at the maximum. Two of them i really had feelings for, the first... i don't really know why we got together but thats all cool now. Every time its just the same i invest time and money in a relationship but it just falls apart, not even because of me. The second one liked more than just one guy at a time, she liked a few, while the third, she told me she thought it was just a fling in my face. You have no idea how it feels to be told that when you just can't get over someone. Also there was a pact made, my hopes for a long lasting friendship till old, something that some people don't stick to at all. But thats fine since it's over and replaced by like 3,4,5 people i think. Somewhere last year my supposed close friend 'stole' 'my' girl from me in a sense as we weren't together or anything, and i just started developing feelings for her after 4 months. Not too long ago the same thing happened. 8 months, thats how long it took me to start developing feelings for this girl, but she took it and just threw me out the window and it hurts real bad i can tell you, but she cares for me no longer. How can she say i ruined her day in the beginning when she ruined my heart. She spoke sweet nothings oh yes, she told me she had feelings for me, but how am i to believe it when now she can be so heartless and just treat me differently from everyone else. I thought that maybe we don't need to together, I'd don't mind being best friends, she said I was that, but look where we are now. You don't really give a shit about me you just love seeing me in pain and down in the ditch and you know it. Now I've gone back to my old ways but it doesn't matter to you either cause if you don't care i guess you won't read it. All those promises you made were they real? Are you going to keep it? I've got no idea. I don't even got no real close friends at all looking at it. I know what you're going to say," Maybe it's your fault no theirs", maybe you should check first yeah? But right now I'm all alone, no one has bothered or cared so thats fine. But I'm writing this cause i can't stand no more sleepless nights no more crying no more nothing, I want to go out and have fun with my best of friends, which i don't even have, and just chill and talk when we're done doing all those crazy stuff. But it just ain't happening.

EXAMMS

2009-10-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

The most screwed up thing an idiot could have thought up. Waste of my life, your life and our life. If they want to test us they could do something a bit more practical. Like getting us to apply those formulas to real life equations.

A guy in an empty town

2009-10-13T18:47:00.001+08:00

well now it's just to late. if you want me back you gotta do something about it. i don't need your touch i don't need your words. i need the feeling that was there for awhile but now gone so cold.

OHSHIT!

2009-10-08T22:51:00.003+08:00

aww crap man. my chem paper was pretty screwed up heh... it was like everything was so damn easy and suddenly it was like ohWTHH how am i supposed to know this!. oh well i lost 14 marks just like that. i hope i hope i pass chem if not i'll have to score super high for physics which is really hard...:P well hope:D haha. what else is there. oh exams have been pretty smooth sailing so far and the rest of the papers were easy:D YAY! haha. tsk there's one little girl really making me worry. the whole day. tsk!

I'm Hit and out Cold.

2009-10-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

well here's exams.... i have no idea what i'm doing but my dads not help. cause he's such a loser and he's unable to make any choices in his life so far all he has done was to live near his brothers standard but never bother taking any risks to get any further so he shouldn't be lecturing me about eating my dinner. yeah he's smart but so far nothing he has done has encouraged me at all... he doesn't even spout words of encouragement. notice the word spout.

Deadblog.

2009-10-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

How's life people i got bored so i've decided to blog. the exams are soooo close! i haven't even bother picking up my textbook. i can't imagine how badly i;m gonna do but i know with God he'll pull me through this mess i've made for myself and set me straight hopefully:D stuffs going about that i'm worried about too but i won't say em here as people read... i hope:P. crap man. well tata

don't know.

2009-09-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

what's going on man? exams are coming and i'm damn screwed up. haven't done anything at all. pretty pathetic man. this blog is like dead man. no one reads it. anyone that does please tag the c-box:P. yea super bored. cya when i ahve something good to blog about:D

over my head

2009-09-13T15:14:00.002+08:00

okay... i'm so damn boredd now adays...:( crap man. haven't done anywork this holiday. though remedials were quite fun yeah. well after exams are over wanna go out anyone? heh. and before exams anyone wanna study together?

LEP.LEP.LEP. RITE!

2009-08-05T22:25:00.001+08:00

hahas we have marching!!! on friday:D and tmr afternoon there's practice haha its damn fun but tiring haha. then after that i wonder what i'm going to do. hahas DOHP's coming up haha awesome stuff man. awesome healing too! seeya guys next time to whoever reads this.

FLUUUUUU

2009-07-30T09:13:00.003+08:00

YES i'm sick! first time this year got MC so pathetic hahas. don't have to go to school till friday:D so just slacking at home. do come over!

2009-07-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!! BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST POSTED! UHM... I DON'T KNOW HAHAS CAUSE LIFE'S BEEN PRETTY BORING. BUT THE MOST FUN NIGHT WAS YESTERDAY NIGHT! YEA TOTAL HILLSONG ROCKOUT MAN! HARDCORE JUMP MADNESS! WE(KENNETH KOH, KENNETH LAU, BRENDA, ZONG WANG, JULVIN, REN HUI) WERE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR AND HELL YEA IT WAS AWESOME! PASTOR JUDAS SMITH TALKED ON THE TOPIC OF SEX! WHICH I THINK IS GREAT AS A LOT OF US STRUGGLE WITH IT! AND THE SONGS WERE GREAT! WE WANTED MORE AND THEY GAVE US MORE!!!, SO WE HAD 4 SONGS AFTER THE CONCERT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE OVER(TAKE IT ALL!, ONE WAY!, SOLUTION!, AND I FORGOT THE OTHER ONE HAHAHS) IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! AFTER THAT WENT DOWN TO CHANGI T2 WITH KENNETH KOH, CHRIS SIO, MARK LIM, LESTER AND TERENCE! WE WENT THERE AND TALKED ABOUT STUFF THAT ONLY GUYS WOULD GET BUT YEA THAT WAS FUN TOO! THEN HITCHED A RIDE FROM CHRIS AND DROPPED MARK OFF AT COMMON WEALTH MRT, THEN HIS DAD DROPPED ME OFF AT HOME TOO! HAHAS ONE HECK OF AN AWESOME NIGHT CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR OR PLANETSHAKERS IF THEY COME!

Slow days, flow days

2009-07-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

i don't know housld i say i've been busy or i've been too lazy to update. both! umm today i had tennis 'tournament' in the morning then had training hahas then went home after bryan had lost his epic phail game! hahas how boring life is. kenneth cheer up man.:P

satsatonon

2009-06-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

okay today was pretty boring... went to novena square cause my bro had lessons there and had lunch with parents while he had his lessons... then came back home sat on my bed and read a book, after that i went to ikea to meet my churchmates:P had a hotdog and icecream there mmm yummy hahas then went to church. there was this one part of service where i nearly fell asleep kinda like a consious doze... but thats cause we were all lying down. ended of the day having dinner at the hawker and then talking to pris, nicole,cherlene,charissa at the hawker.

3B'09 chalet

2009-06-16T20:03:00.003+08:00

ahahas yesterday i spent the whole "afternoon" playing maple hahas. then i cabbed down to ECP to the chalet... ahaha i barely ate anything, should have eaten cause then i puked once at night then went to sleep hahas. the girls kept talking and talking and talking hahas quite funny lah but so damn tired. then gladys is the best she wake up to complain "it's so colddd!!!" then fall back asleep. hahas. then today we went to sentosa and played volleyball. hahas gladys again, hit the ball and got it stuck in the tree hahas. we made a game out of it, throwing bottles filled with sand to get it down. half way through got some other people tried to get it down too haha damn fun haha, it only came down like after and hour plus haha. then left about 5 and went home with zhong yik.

Monday!

2009-06-15T15:56:00.003+08:00

haha so far i haven't done anything productive today woke up at 11.30 after talking to my friend till 2.40am haha kinda waste time but she's fairly nice to talk to. haha arguements=discussions hahas. well today there's class chalet!!! hahas on tuesday i'll tell you about how it went down:D

2009-06-14T15:43:00.002+08:00

ahah church was AWESUM yesterday haha some people got healed and Arie's foot went 'crack' hahas don't know what that means for him but something happened haha. well we went about praying healing and blessing people haha super fun. then we went to macs to eat dinner at 9.40... but i couldn't get the internet connection there so crap so nevermind we just sat around and talked talked ended up reaching home at about 11.30pm hahas kinda normal now on saturdays. so AWESUM anyway:D

LAST TWO BORING DAYS...

2009-06-12T19:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday and today was both super boring except that yesterday we kept playing the flight simulator. Today we had to chiong our model design for AEM... like madness since yee wei wasn't around, me and brah went to buy the materials then came back and tried to start... then after lunch we had the mood to do the work then we caught up with the rest. haha our model is GREEN and RED. like snata claus like that with two buildings and a ferris wheel! of course it's supposed to be the singapore skyline and the singapore flyer but ahh heck. the hardest part was the soldering of the wire to the light bulb... failed so many times haha but in the end kinda got it... kinda only... oh well. oh and lastnight i played maple till 3.30am such a waste of time, melia was online too... but she was busy doing PQ:(

Simulation Paradise

2009-06-10T22:56:00.004+08:00

haha today was so wasted although kinda fun. In the morning i went to tuition then headed down to dover to meet wen hui and joel to have lunch. then i had to find my class which i didn't find straight away so i went to the other class first. haha we made some bingo board thingy with colourful lights haha but besides that like 2/3 of the time was spent playing with flight simulator on the computer and pinball haha besides that we messed around with the mechanical music band. haha so stupid. well at least i had fun:D haha.

BEST cheer up:P don't be sad and emo.

Monday! a bit late haha

2009-06-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA today i woke up late, went to Jun An's house to keep him company so he won't get bored... haha turns out that he's trying to do homework, but instead we start talking and he watches his korean drama haha which i start watching after awhile haha, kinda funny about the way he watches it so intently, especially since he's a guy. Needed to remind him not to dao his 'friend'. haha overall it was quite great except i couldn't get my blog skin done until today! TABS helped me with it haha:D THANKYOUS! ♥

CHURCH!

2009-06-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday church was awesum! haha so many people got healed! even though the injuries that were healed may not have been spectacular but it was healing:D God gave us the power to work in him and thats just what we did! hahas we laughed like crazies for over an hour. YEA MAN! then had dinner at macs at 10.20 with Arie, Brenda, Jemina, Caleb, Joshua. The were some other poeple there like Ho Wai and Grace and such and then they played a game haha we're going to play it at cell next week then i'll post it here:D